I hate when people are late.
I hate when people cancel at the last minute.
I hate waiting around.



To put it simply, I'm pissed as all hell. If this keeps up, I'm done. I've learned never to wait around for someone all the time. It wastes a whole fuck load of time.

Well, since I have lacked a computer after staying at my mother's for the past week, I feel it's necessary to update this thing. A lot went on during my winter break. Some good things (IE: Seeing my friends and family, going on adventures, spending more time with Joe), some bad (IE: Crying a lot while in Pennsylvania.) But it's all in the past now. I'm looking more towards the future, and trying to create some "resolutions" for 2008. Why do people create resolutions anyway? Is it really all that necessary? I sit back sometimes though, and realize change can be good, and that I should make an effort to fix my flaws. My resolutions for 2008 are as follows:
1. Live life more fully.
2. Stop fucking cursing as much as I do, especially in public. It's really not polite and lady-like.
3. Try not to let my emotions get the best of me.
4. Travel.
5. Meet People.
6. Learn how to play the acoustic guitar.
7. Find a job.
8. Be a good samaritan.
9. Tell people how I really feel about them.
10. Find my true calling in life.
11. Cut my hair.
12. Spend more time with the people I love most.
13. Go to more concerts.
14. Follow my heart on almost everything.
15. Keep in touch with people who have gone far away, or are doing so.

I really hope to keep these up. I just want to experience more things in hopes of saying one day to someone "I was there. I did that." I can spend more time with those who matter most before they leave and I leave too.


Joe and I went to the Philadelphia museum of Art yesterday. I'd really like to go back again with him. I absolutely love it there. I love having someone who enjoys the same things I do, and we can bond and grow closer over such things. Sounds fucking cheesy as hell, but at least I'm being an honest person. I'd like to enjoy the short time we do have together to the largest extent possible. Right now, that's staying on track.

Nujabes always makes absolutely beautiful music. If you've never listened to his work, I highly suggest you do so.

<3 brittie

Why are ex boyfriends such pricks sometimes?

Things are going good. I got into Moore with a 5,000 dollar a year academic scholarship. Things are going great with Joe. I really like him. I made him cookies yesterday when he came over. We cuddled and watched Pan's Labyrinth. Good times. Other than that, it's same old same old. School, etc.



I finished H.G. Wells' "The Time Machine" the other day. Right now I'm still working on "Atlas Shrugged", and now I'm reading "Faust". I enjoy reading.

Tonight was enjoyable.



Honesty is a good thing, but not having the ability to focus, even though fun, does not help you finish a movie.

I've decided I really do like Joe. A lot. If I can talk to you about books, movies, AND make nerdy jokes with you, it's set. He makes me smile.



Went to Royal Mandarin, feasted upon delicious Japanese delights, went to Barnes and Noble, talked about Buddy Holly,  drove aimlessly around the Pine Barrens... He told me he liked being around me because I was "soothing". It's such a relaxing, pressure free environment when I'm with Joe. It was a great night. We're having a movie fest on Saturday. I'm psyched.



I started read "Le Petit Prince". I need to keep a French to English dictionary at my side to decipher what some words mean, but other than that, I think I understand it pretty well.


I really need to work on my college stuff.

I really hate Siddhartha. Really I do. It's such a boring book.....



I'm wondering when I'll get to see him again. I still have those dizzy, happy, giddy feelings going on. I also feel a tad lonely, but hey, I can manage.

CHRISTMAS SOON. I need a job. I want to start making more cosplay costumes, but it's hard to do that with no money. I'd also really like to go to Katsucon.


This is my entry for today. Sparse, but it's something.

-A.

I cannot put in to words how happy I am right now. I'm just going to melt in to my bed and sweetly reminisce of my night.

-A.